despite the comfort of solitude found within this void, i cannot help but feel somewhat of a desire for variety
AV:
Cosmic? Hi?
that said, perhaps i could attempt this thing i have heard about
i believe it is called an "ama"?
Brush:
ohoho!
Raven:
Ooooh, fun!
J0rt:
oooh
Moss:
Oh!
so feel free to ask whatever questions you might have.....i cannot promise the most accurate answers, seeing how this reincarnation of sorts can leave some details hazy.......
AV:
Okay!
Brush:
are you single.
however i will answer what i may
yes. i find comfort in solitude
Brush:
that tracks!
Mako:
Thoughts on grilled cheese
i recall grilled cheese. it was quite delicious
Mako:
yell heah
Etharia:
What exactly are your “lumas?”
gifts from spectrum
Raven:
Do you have any hobbies? I'd imagine you have to keep yourself entertained somehow in the void
the darkness and its intricacies (and lack thereof) is infinitely entertaining to a negative infinity. how could one resist such an allure
Raven:
Interesting! Thank you!
AV:
Since the tournament isnt running, are you the only person… idk how to describe it, but are you the only person present where you are?
i suppose if you take the context of previous conversations into account, you could say ryan is here, however in terms of the non-omnipresent....yes...
Moss:
Who do you tend to root for in tournaments?
Favorite or just people you find intresting?
favor is difficult to comprehend outside of distant memory. i simply observe the tournaments and acknowledge them......however.....i feel something that could potentially become favor, if given time.
i will not be coy. it should be obvious this emotion emerges for barry and larry.
Brendle:
are you doing alright? like,, mentally? lol
i do not believe that the standards of mental health that you attribute would directly correlate to my state of being. i simply am. or rather. simply am not
Brendle:
rad
Brendle:
can you do a backflip, this is imperative
i can not
Cosmic Love Does Not do a backflip
Moss:
Ever just?
Ya know?
J0rt:
Don't remember if you've been asked this before, do you have a favorite ice cream flavor?
i do not
AV:
Do you have a favorite song? Or, if not a favorite, a song that you listen to frequently?
john cage's 4'33
Brush:
lmao of course
chirp:
Where did your name come from? I know your dad mentioned it once during one of his... episodes when you were young, but when and why did you begin being known as cosmic love? I suppose technically you've always been called that in a way, what with submissions and all, but when did you start knowing yourself as that name?
chirp:
Apologies if thats too prying, its an ama but i wouldnt want to overstep.
no qualm.....it was a name that was...given to me. a name that was given truth and birthed into reality upon being spoken. when i was a small girl, a star fell from the sky and hit me directly in my eyes. even though the blinding from the light scared me at first, as soon as it faded, i felt comforted by the enveloping darkness. having seen all light disappear from my world, i became enraptured with the comfort and peace that comes from everlasting darkness. thus i came to maturity determined to spread my love of the darkness around to all....... after the experiment...those words and ideas echoed through my mind and had become real..........i know now that it acted as the gentle....yet forceful pull of spectrum.....as all other things had been......despite becoming blind, my eyes had been opened, in a sense....
i am certain that your friend jack has come to a similar revelation
to answer your question bluntly, the origin of my name is simply that i am
however i suppose that within this script we find ourselves bound to.....i do recall choosing the name for myself...............i recall learning of the vast and empty darkness of space................known as the cosmos..................i found that between a star being the cause of my state of being, along with a mild recollection of an astrological fascination........cosmic love seemed appropriate
Brendle:
one could say that
.
,,,
you are all of you?
your tautology is true by definition.........................however it would depend on the anomalous nature of identity affects such an answer
J0rt:
If it's not too personal, what were some of your other favorite childhood stories?
while favor does not come to me naturally, i am able to determine which memories stand the most clear. perhaps a subconscious desire might determine such a favor.....i hold memories of my father and mother with me......next to a telescope.....i recall hearing my mother rambling about the meaning behind andromeda....rather excitedly....my father simply watched her with a warm smile. afterwards, my mother directed the telescope to the constellation in question.....and i heard what i later realized to be a kiss between them as i observed the stars.........it was a rarity.......
chirp:
Do you have anyone you consider a friend? I know you say favor and emotion dont come easily to you beyond memory and that you enjoy the comfort of solitude, and all... but, well. This ama wouldn't be happening if it didnt get a little boring and lonely from time to time, yes?
i think you know the answer to this question............for the sake of confirmation, when one lives under such a sheltered upbringing, one's babysitter becomes quite close
Bubbly:
on a related note, are all your lumas named Jellybean or do they have different names?
Janet:
as i believe you're aware, we are rather interested in your state of being, being a void entity and all (seriously you're so cool) - is there someone whose nature holds a similar interest to you?
i had heard rumors of a parallel void....a void of light rather than dark..........though i grant unlike myself, by the nature of hyperexistence, such an emissary would be susceptable to corruption
Janet:
your lumas are incredibly playful in your matches, is there something up with that? or are they just having a grand old time
i presume it means that you are enjoying yourself........
AV:
whats the void like right now? I hope the “weather” or its equivalent is nice right now.😊
it is not.............as it always has not been
J0rt:
What are some of the bedtime stories you remember being told (aside from the one about Larry)?
the tale of the very mean plum..........and how he was misunderstood....
J0rt:
awww
Bubbly:
that is a good one
Janet:
do you have an opinion on rats?
today is not monday.............i have no opinion on rats.......
Brush:
coward. mad rat tuesday.
Janet:
if it happens every day of the week, one could call that mad rat eternity
chirp:
Did you have any favorite animals growing up? I know its quite common for kids to latch onto and obsess over a particular kind, horse kids, wolf kids, dinosaur kids, etcetera. Did you have anything like that?
[the messages cease, and the void is quiet once more]